This is a monumental time in mankind’s history, yet it’s incredibly challenging for some people. Many may experience loneliness, frustration, abandonment, confusion, sorrow, agitation, all sorts of heartache, and what if or what could’ve been. I want to make it clear that merely because I share the face of a happy appearance doesn’t mean it’s all glorious moments in my life. Let me be transparent, I am going through some of the toughest weeks: psychologically, mentally, emotionally, morally, and spiritually. Drowned in irritation but imposed a joyful smile so that the world wouldn’t carry my discontentment or burdens.
On the outside, I had an objectively beautiful life. A single woman had the privilege to travel around the world and visit 23 breathtaking countries. An unbelievable life where I get to witness humans living wondrously and get to photograph all those magnificent natures, fairytale scenery, and magical ancient monuments.
Yes, what an attractive and lavish life experience.
But truth be told, under this gorgeous public persona, I have not mastered all those spiritual lessons, I was not enlightened yet, and I have not materialized the life that I desire to live.
Hence, for the first time, in 2025, I aspire to shift my focus onto myself rather than have it on others, thrive on my own joys, my own yearnings, my own pleasure, my own happiness, my own longings, my own contentment and my own passion. So, I decided that I would make every effort to dedicate and cater to my own desires, my own abundance, my own flourishment, my own aspirations, and my epic triumphant.
My wise friends, let us be grateful for what we have, accept what we do not, and never, ever compare ourselves with others. Yes, it is a bitter pill to swallow and a hard lesson to learn. In my case, the only formula for contentment and harmony, and more importantly for peace of mind, don’t blindly believe everything that I see or hear, since everyone or situation has an untold story.
So, when you see radiant smiles bursting with uncontrollable joy, as you do in these photos right here, be less buy into the narrative. And surely refrain from jealousy or envy. Because in reality, they could be covering up a wounded mind or a broken heart. They could be projecting a joyful smile to avoid public scrutinizing, or embellishing things to avoid other’s disapproval. Hence, do not compare yourself to others at any time, they are not you. They were not given the same calling as you.
If I were to just replicate what others have accomplished, I would not allow my expression to shine. The same applies to you. Do not think for even a moment your presence, your genuineness, and your authentic self has no meaning.
Indeed, we all carry different baggage or hidden stories. We all hurt differently by different people, Thereby, be kind, be compassionate, be loving to others. Many people may face hardships during this time of the year, sometimes adversities could well end in their journey, yet heartbroken feelings may creep in from time to time.
I just want you to keep in mind, that you are not alone in this challenging journey. Me too, I was experiencing the loss of my best friend due to the deceitful government system’s ill-will, but am I allowing this misfortunate to control my life direction, or I can rise above the difficult situation. Please inner stand, most people aren’t as publicly honest about all facets of their secret life, suffering, and pain included. So, if you need someone to talk to, do reach out to your soul family and have a dialogue to let darkness turn into light.
My wise friends, I have no intention to start a controversial topic, or glorify dysfunction in society, or promote victimhood, or dismiss your headache, yet, as an awakening soul, we can choose to lead by example and redefine meaning in our monumental experience.
Thereby, I refuse to let the world get me down or sour me in any circumstances.
Certainly, I am granting myself to redirect my energy inward, to channel unwavering passion toward my own growth and inner peace. My journey is to dedicate to healing my inner child, to devote my time to learning, and to cultivate joyful habits to serve my soul elevation. Also, I believe we live in an alchemical realm of energy exchange, I know more I give, the Universe shall reward me with an abundance of life experiences.
The moral of my openhearted: do what is right for you! You don’t need anyone’s permission or approval!
I promise you I shall continue to pour my heart and soul into mending the world and healing fractured souls. I am doing my best to share my uplifting story and insightful experience to empower others and encourage each other to walk on the road that less travels. I am also supporting each other’s inner work and continuing to shine our brilliant light to assist Collective Evolution.
May I invite you to continue to walk with me on this spiritual quest
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